tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-87862841100072078732024-03-17T20:00:08.916-07:00Brits in the USADavid Macaulayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14873439047946166820noreply@blogger.comBlogger717125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8786284110007207873.post-56302093111568983042023-07-21T15:41:00.003-07:002023-07-21T19:34:41.187-07:00On Blog PTSD<p>Now then. What the heck. It seems I had forgotten about my blog completely rather than just neglecting it this time. To return after so long is like seeing an old friend again after many years that shuttle by like underground trains in the rain to the point that they are become the same blur of motion and lose what distinguished them in the first place. You look at her face and ponder old glories.</p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgAo5NhXZprrXm6mx6V0BiWKKL0exJG5acC0qNVttrznPz9TEp7rgCqd3slWAijYdgCyKw6BYLlXttHDTqe1k9pWx6wQXWYOtVXV2h_4_eCMu1xqtDB_RRmtpva_hY950Upg0UaVrjofIF8URdkiWzmXpNoS-0WHXm5Ar2kPWxGI1R7MMARYYH5gGlko-M/s2016/IMG_5293.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1512" data-original-width="2016" height="240" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgAo5NhXZprrXm6mx6V0BiWKKL0exJG5acC0qNVttrznPz9TEp7rgCqd3slWAijYdgCyKw6BYLlXttHDTqe1k9pWx6wQXWYOtVXV2h_4_eCMu1xqtDB_RRmtpva_hY950Upg0UaVrjofIF8URdkiWzmXpNoS-0WHXm5Ar2kPWxGI1R7MMARYYH5gGlko-M/s320/IMG_5293.jpg" width="320" /></a></div><p><br /></p><p>Not that my blog was epic from the start. It was not even particularly clever, although it had its moments. No lion tamer has ever felt more accomplished than the time he cracks the whip and the big, dumb feline jumps from podium to podium at his command.</p><p>Only to devour the trainer when his back is turned.</p><p>Now then. I say it again to rally my mind. I'll be honest. When first starting this blog in 2011 as I listened to the static of the police scanner, I was fairly smug. I thought each word was carefully crafted and would fall like a perfectly polished stone into an eager cerebral pond. I gained followers fast. After a year or so I had a small but loyal community of friends in the blogosphere. We interacted, we hung on each others' comments, and engaged in other obscure blogo pleasures. Then social media came along and pissed on our proverbial parade.</p><p>I kept writing for the sake of it. Putting down your thoughts, however discombobulated they may be, is cathartic. Today if I get a comment it's probably spam. It's something I accept. I don't make much effort either.</p><p>Back then, I hoped I could impart some wisdom or at least give advice to other Brits who made the terrifying leap across the pond but I feel I failed in that regard too. Almost two decades ago, I would have told fellow Brits it's easier to get food over here but it's also a lot easier to get shot. No change there. It's also easier to end up frazzled up in a wildfire or flattened by a tornado.</p><p>Now I find myself in a dreary in between. When people ask me what I miss about the United Kingdom, I trot out some weak line about decent fish and chips and warm beer. I cringe as I hear myself say it. It's lazy and it's avoiding the question. Of course, there's much more. Drystone walls weaving up the rolling hills and dales, the sun setting over the coast of Wales, the smell of newly mown grass and the mellow tap of the ball on a cricket bat.But seriously. It's not as if can cram all of that into a conversation before people glaze over. Know what I say. Warm beer and fish and chips. I don't even mix much.</p><p>There's an expat group in this city but I'm not keen to go along and chinwag. For a start they all seem more Trumpy than Trump. Increasingly, Brits and Americans seem to be embraced in some time warp vaudeville show involving a slow dance with the freaky clowns that haunted the living daylights out of their childhood. </p><p>Sign me up for a Big Mac and a smattering of recurring PTSD.</p><p>Don't get me wrong. I gravitate towards a British accent when I hear one. This weekend in Tulum when we lined up in the blistering heat to pay a tourist tax for the temple at a single kiosk with two more admissions barriers on the hot hillside ahead I heard a British guy behind me laying down some good old Brit common sense.</p><p>"They employ people to give you maps, to help with directions and there's one person giving out tickets."</p><p>My thoughts entirely. I engaged him and his family in conversation.</p><p>"Stoke on Trent. Nice mate. Been there but never got off the train."</p><p>He seemed like a nice bloke. We could relate.</p><p>Then he got onto the topic of immigration.</p><p>Now then. I made my excuses and trotted off to do something more interesting like pull at a toe nail or rearrange some twigs in the trees.</p><p>Now then. That expression again. It haunts me. I catch a glimpse of an Irish/Italian girl in the rain.</p><p><br /></p><p><br /></p>David Macaulayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14873439047946166820noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8786284110007207873.post-61716440073513443812022-09-17T05:56:00.003-07:002022-09-18T10:19:30.543-07:00I Don't Queue : Does That Make Me Unpatriotic?<p>I'm bemused by the scenes from Westminster today. People are queuing for 24 hours to see a wooden box. OK, it's a fancy box surrounded by guards in red coats that contains the body of the late Queen Elizabeth II, but it's still a box.</p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgEtqgXqU5Xrb0GBY-WawkWHT3d11CI6c-ziUeVnskTV4LRpiJ3mQFuS6O2DPq6Ego7EBwUzig7peLwQWa3J3K-PqMY5Z5BwD4nnnDwbjWzlbY4GwhgwFjkf5Z7Eg5ZYAevHn7VM3d4JXp_F78V8YII9ROE17hKTofEgbjjpHMjZ_ibrg6ZC6SzqwuU/s640/IMG_8413.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="480" data-original-width="640" height="240" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgEtqgXqU5Xrb0GBY-WawkWHT3d11CI6c-ziUeVnskTV4LRpiJ3mQFuS6O2DPq6Ego7EBwUzig7peLwQWa3J3K-PqMY5Z5BwD4nnnDwbjWzlbY4GwhgwFjkf5Z7Eg5ZYAevHn7VM3d4JXp_F78V8YII9ROE17hKTofEgbjjpHMjZ_ibrg6ZC6SzqwuU/s320/IMG_8413.JPG" width="320" /></a></div><p>I know Brits will look for any excuse to wait uncomplainingly in a line (preferably in drizzle) but this seems a bit ridiculous. Still, I have Facebook friends who should know better who are posting 'thumbs up' pictures from the embankment - 17 hours down, just three to go. Then finally they are posing grainy videos of the catafalque "Lying in State.". I assume using this fancy term hides the fact they are essentially queuing for 24 hours to see a box.</p><p>No disrespect to my friends or David Beckham, but there are surely better ways to spend 24 hours of your life. I get twitchy if I have to queue for more than 40 minutes for a restaurant reservation. The two hours I waited with my kid to see Lame Santa at Busch Gardens felt like pure purgatory. Then there was another hour or so for Smelly and Not Worthwhile Penguins.</p><p>I don't mean to belittle the Queen of England by such comparisons. When I received a text alert about HRH's death last week I was as shocked as anyone. The Queen has always been part of my life. I won my elementary school class crown-making competition during the Silver Jubilee in 1977. My fellow employees sensed my shock. Teachers showed up unannounced in my room from the far-flung corners of the building. "Are you OK, Macaulay? Do you need to sit down? Do you need six weeks off?" It was the usual tongue-in-cheek kind of humor that felt more British than American. I was glad to see my influence was wearing off ... just don't use the c word.</p><p>Of course, in the days after the Queen's death, writers for the New York Times and some other publications started to use the c word, presumably so as they could be savaged as 'woke' by the Daily Mail. Why were we celebrating a colonialist? Why was America lowering flags for a colonial oppressor?</p><p>All of this was a tad unfair on the monarch who inherited the last vestiges of the British empire and helped keep together the Commonwealth. Nevertheless, the death of the Queen certainly got me thinking. When we grew up in the United Kingdom, we were never taught about the empire. Indeed, older people would talk in nostalgic terms of the days when half the globe was colored pink. I had to do my own research to learn that the British set up the first concentration camps during the Boer War and the suppression of the Mau Mau rebellion in Kenya in the 1950s led to thousands of deaths. </p><p>So the British empire was brutal. That's not news. Empires, by their nature, involve subjugation. Empires involve invasions that are contrary to western norms and international law and are reserved for villains such as Vladimir Putin today. The sun set on the British empire and Americans have never invades anywhere of late (if you discount Korea, Vietnam, Grenada, Afghanistan, Iraq etc.) It never made much sense for a country the size of Britain to control half the world anyhow. The remnants remain in the form of the Commonwealth - an entity that the Queen worked hard to keep together. I'm not sure how well the Commonwealth will fare under King Charles III. I'm not sure I really care. If I lived in Canada or Australia I wouldn't see why I should have a distant monarch's head on my money either.</p><p>I'm not sure if the British love of queuing even exported well. It never made it to the USA. We've all been at Wawa in the morning, clutching a coffee and potentially late for work. One slot to go, and then suddenly the guy in front of us is humming and hawing and ordering lottery tickets and struggling to get out his credit card. We've all felt that scream rising inside. Of course, if you are British like me you keep it down.</p><p>Could I suppress that scream until I got into Westminster Hall? I'll never know. But the experience would be bizarre. I spent a few years of my life walking through Westminster Hall every day. I attended obscure select committee meetings in the anterooms here where politicians talked in depth about important matters of the day such as whether badgers should be gassed. British history is strange, though. The same place that is now honoring a late monarch also put one to death. In 1649, Charles 1 was dragged here at the end of the Civil War. He was condemned to death and beheaded nearby at Whitehall. This disturbing image made me realize there are worse things in the world than queuing. But I'm still concerned with a niggling question about what all these people do if they need to use the bathroom and are they faced with the unspeakable horrors of Portaloos? All of which makes me sound just a Brit American, I realize.</p><p><br /></p><p><br /></p>David Macaulayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14873439047946166820noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8786284110007207873.post-89633801907563294612022-04-03T16:34:00.003-07:002022-04-03T16:35:12.333-07:00Lost by the Sea <p> A tiny tragedy in an ocean of sadness makes barely a ripple. Still, I was taken aback to receive an email from a former wife (the one I never hear from), that C. was missing.</p><p><br /></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjO0ro0YGGKx6flhR9Lrni_fbaYoqsYRxw-QOh8yXPhOs29WIkpNAFyneJgBOX2g6MIMFibHiVJf9d7GGgei23bcefAj8UeIesyrznNMhGoQ0MZXatohQXafT9RWi4Lt9aqIGsNuT4FfBkdjdPFVZd63W873nyloPxV2V1UgEg_KzSWZBwPnXtHykIg/s640/IMG_0861.jpg" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="257" data-original-width="640" height="161" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjO0ro0YGGKx6flhR9Lrni_fbaYoqsYRxw-QOh8yXPhOs29WIkpNAFyneJgBOX2g6MIMFibHiVJf9d7GGgei23bcefAj8UeIesyrznNMhGoQ0MZXatohQXafT9RWi4Lt9aqIGsNuT4FfBkdjdPFVZd63W873nyloPxV2V1UgEg_KzSWZBwPnXtHykIg/w400-h161/IMG_0861.jpg" width="400" /></a></div><br /><p><br /></p><p>I clicked on the news site; police were concerned for her safety. Her distinctive turquoise Mini Cooper was found abandoned on a beautiful, windswept Cornish headland. She was never seen again.</p><p>Those few news snippets in January were the last we heard of C. There was no body found, no follow-up. The news sites moved on. The tide came in and went out and the cycle was repeated. The police now have other things to be concerned about, even in picturesque Cornwall, far from the monstrous anger of the guns.</p><p>These displaced pieces of my life still bother me, though. C was a colorful part of my old life once. She modeled herself on Audrey Hepburn with her cute fringes, although she was more like Bette Davis. C summed up an antique world that existed before my time, down to the classic British Broadcasting Corporation voice. C was fun company. In today's parlance, she was extra. She also suffered, more than we perhaps ever knew.</p><p>That story about how she smashed a bottle of red wine against the wall because she was so desperate for vino after a stressful day at the paper is legendary. It probably has disturbing undertones I never really considered. We were housemates for a while, thankfully not too long. Shockingly, C considered me messy and slovenly so off I went into the big, bad world to make my mistakes.</p><p>Still, we remained friends. I remember a traditional Easter event at Bideford Town Council. We left the gloom of the council chambers and walked over the cliffs at Hartland Point. I did not realize it at the time, but there are few more breathtaking places in the world than Hartland Point. It was a beautiful spring day that turned the meadows above the plunging cliffs a translucent green. The thrift was sprouting in patches of bright pink. The warm wind moved the grass and the restless sea sloughed, sighed, and smashed against the rock stacks below. It was the perfect distillation of a spring day to be captured in a frame and saved for posterity, although it never was.</p><p>It's painful now to hear, second-hand, of the decline of C. Giving up the world of newspapers and the death of her mother led to a downward spiral that would turn that day warmed by the first touches of spring on its head. I shudder to think of what happened on a cold January day on that same turbulent Westcountry coast, months away from the first rays of spring. Odd and poetic too that C who had always loved Daphne Du Maurier's Rebecca may have succumbed to a similar fate on the rocks.</p><p>Still, C is gone and with her loss, a fragile piece of the old world clatters into the rocks and fragments on the sands of that dark beach that we dare not think of.</p><p><br /></p><p><br /></p>David Macaulayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14873439047946166820noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8786284110007207873.post-50583479970055570902021-08-29T08:53:00.002-07:002021-08-29T08:54:14.585-07:00On the Death of Charlie Watts<p> </p><p style="font-family: Helvetica; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 14px;"><br /></p>
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<p style="font-family: Helvetica; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">However, in keeping with the great man’s desire to shun the limelight, Watts bought a property in the heart of Devon, a remote place down lanes full of manure that holidaymakers seldom found. I can’t even recall the reason for the reception but another famous resident of middle-of-nowhere Devon was standing in the room holding court, the late poet laureate Ted Hughes. I recall then the strength of his presence. Hughes was a towering figure, with something of a bad boy Byronic reputation who marched across the hills leaving a trail of female suicides in his wake.</p>
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<p style="font-family: Helvetica; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">Charlie couldn’t have been more different. He eschewed many of the rock and roll stereotypes of his fellow Stones that gave the band an edge the Beatles lacked, although the reality was more nuanced. In interviews, he talks a lot about the technical aspects of drumming and, of course, his love of jazz. Charlie sounds like an instructor at a technical college as he explains the intricate machinery of the drums. He talks about touring with the band like it’s a chore he can take or leave. It makes him oddly endearing.</p>
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<p style="font-family: Helvetica; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">Charlie’s death wasn’t the only thing that made me recall my time in North Devon. I thought of J, a photographer who may or may not have been with me at that reception. The North Devon bureau had two reporters - Mark, who was affectionately known as The Rock of Barnstable for occupying that remote bureau for at least eight years, and his raw trainee. We used a photographic agency that Mark, not so affectionately, referred to as The Dolts. We could routinely rely on the agency to fail to show up at assignments or to take a picture that had nothing to do with the story. J was from the Braunton Beach surfer crowd. He had an eye for a good picture but could be hit-and-miss. In the days before cellphones, the disconnect between reporter and photographer was a wide as the panoramic beaches of the North Devon coast.</p>
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<p style="font-family: Helvetica; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">The two events made me think of how all roads led back to an obscure part of rural Devon in the early 1990s. I missed it too, the subtle seasons, the fragrance on the air that heralds spring down those winding lanes, the long empty sands, and the russet colors that crept up on the moors with fall. Ted Hughes died of cancer. He never made it out of the 1990s. Mark died of cancer too. Charlie had, to use cricket parlance, a good inning. This amazing footage of Sympathy for the Devil from 1968 showcases Watts’ quiet genius, as well as a cameo of John Lennon and Yoko Ono in the audience.</p>
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<p style="font-family: Helvetica; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">I can barely remember what I spoke to Charlie about but I recall it was an obscure planning application near his home. I recall nervously asking the great man for a comment and his matter-of fact-response. “No, thank you.</p>
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<p style="font-family: Helvetica; font-size: 18px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 22px;"><br /></p>David Macaulayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14873439047946166820noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8786284110007207873.post-19917934195258443332021-02-07T19:42:00.002-08:002021-02-07T19:42:30.610-08:00The Last Days of the Old White Guy<p style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial; font-family: Arial; font-size: 14px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span style="font-kerning: none;">I seldom dream about politicians but I dreamed of Donald Trump on half a dozen occasions. Each time, the former president occupied an uneasy place in my subconscious reserved for the school bully or the corrosive boss. My life has been mercifully free of these dreams since January 20. It’s good to feel America slipping back to dull normal, even if those who run the media companies may be tugging out the last of their hair every morning. Although this seems like the America of old, it’s really not. Everything is the same but nothing is the same.</span></p><p style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial; font-family: Arial; font-size: 14px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span style="font-kerning: none;"><br /></span></p><p style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial; font-family: Arial; font-size: 14px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><iframe allowfullscreen="" class="BLOG_video_class" height="266" src="https://www.youtube.com/embed/LZ055ilIiN4" width="320" youtube-src-id="LZ055ilIiN4"></iframe></div><br /><span style="font-kerning: none;"><br /></span><p></p>
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<p style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial; font-family: Arial; font-size: 14px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span style="font-kerning: none;">Old white guys have been running the United States since 1789, with the notable exception of Barack Obama. One of them, William Henry Harrison, was so decrepit, he died from a cold he caught during his long-winded inauguration speech.</span></p>
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<p style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial; font-family: Arial; font-size: 14px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span style="font-kerning: none;">Notwithstanding appearances, I have no illusions about the inauguration of Joe Biden. Although Biden, at the age of 78, is the oldest white guy to run the country, there are plenty of reasons to believe the age of the old white guy is coming to an end. I should mourn this as a (soon to be) old white guy, but I’m not going to stock up on guns any time soon.</span></p>
<p style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial; font-family: "Times New Roman"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 15px;"><span style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p>
<p style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial; font-family: Arial; font-size: 14px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span style="font-kerning: none;">The last four years have left the nation suffering from collective PTSD. The historians will surely see the era of Trump as the time the white guy transformed into something more sinister, or at least shed his fancy clothes to reveal a hideous body scared with the tattoos of hate. While Trump was shaped by his many demons and a loveless childhood he was also an embodiment of a terrible past that few of us wanted to talk about - at least until 2020.</span></p>
<p style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial; font-family: "Times New Roman"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 15px;"><span style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p>
<p style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial; font-family: Arial; font-size: 14px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span style="font-kerning: none;">We know 2020 will be remembered for many things, very few of them good. For me, 2020 was the year I felt ashamed to be white. Although 2020 will always be the year of COVID, the ugly face of 2020 was that of a white police officer kneeling on a black man’s neck and squeezing the life out of him.</span></p>
<p style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial; font-family: "Times New Roman"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 15px;"><span style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p>
<p style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial; font-family: Arial; font-size: 14px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span style="font-kerning: none;">Those who questioned the toppling of Confederate monuments in the wake of the death of George Floyd were once again concealing the big picture. Yet it was present at the inauguration in the words of its star, the poet Amanda Gorman.</span></p>
<p style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial; font-family: "Times New Roman"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 15px;"><span style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p>
<p style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial; font-family: Arial; font-size: 14px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span style="font-kerning: none;">In the poem<g class="gr_ gr_115 gr-alert gr_gramm gr_inline_cards gr_disable_anim_appear Style replaceWithoutSep" data-gr-id="115" id="115">,</g><i><g class="gr_ gr_115 gr-alert gr_gramm gr_inline_cards gr_disable_anim_appear Style replaceWithoutSep" data-gr-id="115" id="115">The</g> Hill We Climb</i> Gorman referred to her history.</span></p>
<p style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial; font-family: "Times New Roman"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 15px;"><span style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p>
<p style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial; font-family: Arial; font-size: 14px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span style="font-kerning: none;">“We the successors of a country and a time</span></p>
<p style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial; font-family: Arial; font-size: 14px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span style="font-kerning: none;">Where a skinny Black girl</span></p>
<p style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial; font-family: Arial; font-size: 14px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span style="font-kerning: none;">Descended from slaves and raised by a single mother</span></p>
<p style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial; font-family: Arial; font-size: 14px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span style="font-kerning: none;">Can dream of becoming president </span></p>
<p style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial; font-family: Arial; font-size: 14px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span style="font-kerning: none;">Only to find herself reciting for one.”</span></p>
<p style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial; font-family: "Times New Roman"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 15px;"><span style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p>
<p style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial; font-family: Arial; font-size: 14px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span style="font-kerning: none;">Gorman finished writing her poem as the dust was settling from the invasion of the Capitol on Jan 6. A mob of mostly aging and angry white men had stormed the inner sanctum of government. Some paraded the Confederate flag. One of them wore a Camp Auschwitz T-shirt.</span></p>
<p style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial; font-family: "Times New Roman"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 15px;"><span style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p>
<p style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial; font-family: Arial; font-size: 14px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span style="font-kerning: none;">If 2020 failed to make us ashamed to be white, it should have.</span></p>
<p style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial; font-family: "Times New Roman"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 15px;"><span style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p>
<p style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial; font-family: Arial; font-size: 14px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span style="font-kerning: none;">As someone who grew up in Britain, I am still taken aback by the bitterness of the racial divide in America. Although racism is sadly alive and kicking in Britain just as it is in France and Germany, the British find it difficult to comprehend the horrors of lynching, the Clan, and all the paraphernalia of hatred and segregation that continued in the American south for so many years after the Civil War. We grew up watching the ugly apartheid-filled headlines from South Africa every night, oblivious to the fact our colonial past had helped create them. The journalist Gary Younge summed it up in a recent interview when he suggested the British were shielded from American style racial conflict because the worst excesses took place thousands of miles away in the colonies.</span></p>
<p style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial; font-family: "Times New Roman"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 15px;"><span style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p>
<p style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial; font-family: Arial; font-size: 14px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span style="font-kerning: none;">Whatever the explanation, it is surely time to break from the past and embrace the era of reality. I grew up in a world fashioned by old white guys and caucasian privilege. In those days, the heroes in the movies were always white. Cowboys like John Wayne were the good guys and the Indians were savages. Huggy Bear was a bit-part player to Starsky and Hutch. Black and Asian people were casually demeaned in TV comedies and minstrel shows were passed off as acceptable viewing. </span></p>
<p style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial; font-family: "Times New Roman"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 15px;"><span style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p>
<p style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial; font-family: Arial; font-size: 14px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span style="font-kerning: none;">We shouldn’t be surprised that the entitlement of white people has got us to where we are today. There is nothing new about Donald Trump. He is J.R Ewing, the ruthless oil baron in the soap opera Dallas, minus street smarts.</span></p>
<p style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial; font-family: "Times New Roman"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 15px;"><span style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p>
<p style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial; font-family: Arial; font-size: 14px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span style="font-kerning: none;">I know many white people who argue the past is the past. Black people should stop harking on about it. Everything is OK now. They had a Black President and now they have a Black Vice President. Why are Black people so angry?</span></p>
<p style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial; font-family: "Times New Roman"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 15px;"><span style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p>
<p style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial; font-family: Arial; font-size: 14px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span style="font-kerning: none;">I tell people the past isn’t an obscure treaty. It’s not a one-off event when rebels threw tea into the water. The past is the wholesale ownership of one race by another due to the color of their skin. I can’t ever put myself in the position of the formerly owned but I’d be angry too.</span></p>
<p style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial; font-family: "Times New Roman"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 15px;"><span style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p>
<p style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial; font-family: Arial; font-size: 14px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span style="font-kerning: none;">Still, the white apologists persist. How ridiculous that <i>they</i>, want to pull down the statues of Christopher Columbus. Where will it all stop?</span></p>
<p style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial; font-family: "Times New Roman"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 15px;"><span style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p>
<p style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial; font-family: Arial; font-size: 14px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span style="font-kerning: none;">The Columbus question gave me a chilling reality check. As a kid I was taught about the Age of Exploration, of the daring voyages west, and how Columbus proved the flat earth people wrong. I was wooed by the idea of happy adventures against the odds. Instinctively we took his side against the uninitiated.</span></p>
<p style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial; font-family: "Times New Roman"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 15px;"><span style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p>
<p style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial; font-family: Arial; font-size: 14px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span style="font-kerning: none;">Finding out about the real Columbus left me uneasy at the lies they fed me. It’s like realizing your favorite uncle was actually a guard at the Auschwitz gas chambers. Columbus, states Vox, was a “homicidal tyrant who initiated the two greatest crimes in the history of the Western Hemisphere, the Atlantic slave trade, and the American Indian genocide.”</span></p>
<p style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial; font-family: "Times New Roman"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 15px;"><span style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p>
<p style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial; font-family: Arial; font-size: 14px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span style="font-kerning: none;">Columbus forced the Indians of the Caribbean to collect gold or die. The Indians destroyed their stash of bread, ate poisoned roots, and jumped off the cliffs to escape Spanish rule. The island of Hispaniola had 300,000 inhabitants in 1492. By 1548 disease brought by the Europeans and the genocide had reduced that number to about 500.</span></p>
<p style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial; font-family: "Times New Roman"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 15px;"><span style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p>
<p style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial; font-family: Arial; font-size: 14px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span style="font-kerning: none;">America still celebrates Columbus Day. We don’t celebrate Hitler Day or Pol Pot Day.</span></p>
<p style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial; font-family: "Times New Roman"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 15px;"><span style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p>
<p style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial; font-family: Arial; font-size: 14px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span style="font-kerning: none;">Still, these double standards are difficult to put in perspective because where do you stop? Columbus, a no brainer, but Jefferson and Washington? Both were slave owners but they also set us on the road to freedom.</span></p>
<p style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial; font-family: "Times New Roman"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 15px;"><span style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p>
<p style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial; font-family: Arial; font-size: 14px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span style="font-kerning: none;">We ignore the big picture because, quite frankly, it’s too big, frightening, and hideous.</span></p>
<p style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial; font-family: "Times New Roman"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 15px;"><span style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p>
<p style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial; font-family: Arial; font-size: 14px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span style="font-kerning: none;">Today, I teach the kids who are America’s future. The school division had a prepared response to the Jan. 6 riot at the Capitol in case students asked. Nobody did. During a previous lesson, they surprised me by having little knowledge of the events of 9/11. </span></p>
<p style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial; font-family: "Times New Roman"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 15px;"><span style="font-kerning: none;"></span><br /></p>
<p style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-text-stroke-width: initial; font-family: Arial; font-size: 14px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span style="font-kerning: none;">The new America is being forged virtually on tiny devices by animated figures who duck imaginary bombs and missiles. The new generation is learning to keep its head down in dimly lit bedrooms. I put the big picture to one side and teach the rules of comma use.</span></p><p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><br /> <p></p>David Macaulayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14873439047946166820noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8786284110007207873.post-42952468884615817482020-11-01T07:43:00.001-08:002020-11-01T07:46:22.129-08:00I Was Born in a Bubble<p>A large Mountain Ash tree grew in the garden behind the house where I lived as a child. It wasn't a remarkable tree but it was a thing of understated beauty with its black and silver bark. As kids, we would spend the long summer months hanging off its flexible branches as climbing as high as the tree would allow us. These games were harmless fun until the day I jumped off a branch and over the wire fence into the neighbor's yard. </p><p><br /></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhLfivIf4m2rb43_j6TtVrYO-kB8P6mcI0DCMrle3qqY5ZIJ4subbRGylmEej6Sei-7sSdhnE7_v-2NC9BlECYFBytXNxlGqdVWgfMGeAG38A8kecCbk650VNDB7CvilQTOiD7oej91rg4/s1703/dalek.jpg" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1382" data-original-width="1703" height="325" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhLfivIf4m2rb43_j6TtVrYO-kB8P6mcI0DCMrle3qqY5ZIJ4subbRGylmEej6Sei-7sSdhnE7_v-2NC9BlECYFBytXNxlGqdVWgfMGeAG38A8kecCbk650VNDB7CvilQTOiD7oej91rg4/w400-h325/dalek.jpg" width="400" /></a></div><br /><p>The fear of the unknown seized me then as if I had crossed into the Demilitarized Zone between North and South Korea. I looked left into the trees and right to the dark brick of the neighbor's home. I saw nothing. Then I heard her. Mrs. Stanton was every bit as fierce as a North Korean dictator, albeit a sanitized version adapted for the small screen of suburban Birmingham. Now she was moving fast out of her kitchen yelling at me. I ran down the side alley to safety but the episode still returns to mock me in my dreams occasionally.</p><p>The next-door-people weren't like us. The Stantons were a big family and the kids were loud. They took horseplay to a Churchill Downs level.</p><p>Steven Stanton informed me the Japanese cut off the dicks of their English prisoners of war and tied them to their noses during the war. I did not want to believe him.</p><p>Years later I still think about England in the Seventies. The colors seem muted in my thoughts. I recall the weeds pushing through the sidewalk and the bare-bones nature of the houses. Our place felt cold and sparse. We had few toys and my parents gave me a hard time when I tried to trade my new Matchbox armored patrol vehicle for Greg Spencer's beaten up Phanthom jet. It wasn't about quality. I just cared more about airplanes. For other toys, we made do with wooden blocks and an old tire on the lawn was our personal flying saucer that would take us to sparkling new worlds.</p><p>Despite the bareness of it all, there was a sense of security. The Labour government continued to build the welfare state, promising those who could not afford it a house of their own for minimal rent. Old Mrs. <g class="gr_ gr_4056 gr-alert gr_gramm gr_inline_cards gr_disable_anim_appear Grammar multiReplace" data-gr-id="4056" id="4056">Mill</g> drove a distinctive blue buggy given free to her on the National Health Service. These were the Invalid Carriages or <g class="gr_ gr_4244 gr-alert gr_spell gr_inline_cards gr_disable_anim_appear ContextualSpelling ins-del multiReplace" data-gr-id="4244" id="4244"><g class="gr_ gr_103 gr-alert gr_spell gr_inline_cards gr_disable_anim_appear ContextualSpelling ins-del multiReplace" data-gr-id="103" id="103">Invacars</g></g>, supplied free to thousands of disabled people in the 1960s and 1970s before they were phased out and replaced with an allowance. If Mrs. Mills appreciated the generosity of the state, she never showed it.</p><p>For our neighbors who wanted more speed, there was the Bond Bug, a nippy little three-wheeler available in no color except tangerine which was capable of speeds of 76 mph. I never understood the obsession with three-wheelers but this was an era when a wheel fell off the British car industry.</p><p>The flash of tangerine of passing Bugs gave a lick of color to our drab neighborhood with its closely crammed houses and warehouse-like pubs. The same could not be said about TV. When our first box arrived it mustered up flickering, hazy back <g class="gr_ gr_3503 gr-alert gr_gramm gr_inline_cards gr_disable_anim_appear Punctuation only-ins replaceWithoutSep" data-gr-id="3503" id="3503"><g class="gr_ gr_126 gr-alert gr_gramm gr_inline_cards gr_disable_anim_appear Punctuation only-ins replaceWithoutSep" data-gr-id="126" id="126">and</g></g> white images on two channels - BBC 2 was often out of reach. My parents told me it was no great loss, comprising dull lectures and classical music recitals. BBC 1 was the real deal. Jon Pertwee with his touselled locks and air of an absent-minded academic was the third Doctor Who, a ma who battled monsters so ferocious we hid behind the sofa. The series persuaded our band of friends - sometimes wearing buckets on our head because it seemed so cool - to wander the neighborhood for hours in the vain search for a police box. All we found were the red phone boxes with their ripped up phone directories shacked to walls or thrown on concrete floors that smelled of pee and cigarettes.</p><p>The Seventies didn't feel too glamorous but there is something to be said for the old cliche. People did talk to neighbors over garden fences and looked out for each other. The state looked out for us too. In the 1940s, the <a href="https://www.theguardian.com/society/2017/oct/10/beveridge-five-evils-welfare-state" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">Beveridge Report </a>had identified the five "Giant Evils" in society as squalor, ignorance, want, idleness, and disease. Healthcare, pension, and housing costs were taken away from corporations and given to the state that adopted the lofty aim of being there for the British people "from cradle to grave." The government created the National Health Service and a universal pension. It embarked on a vast program of social housing. Today, these policies would be derided as socialist in a world where terminology has become as black and white as the picture on our TV. This thinking is deeply disturbing. England in the Seventies was far from Utopia and people wore unfashionably wide pants while men forgot to shave. But it was a world away from the countries of the Eastern Block, Cuba, or China where free speech would land you in prison or worse. Furthermore, the National Health Service remains intact to this day, ironclad from abolition from the right or the left due to its place in the hearts and lives of the British people. </p><p>It's perhaps no coincidence that this peaceful revolution began after World War Two. The conflict shaped so many events in those days. When we played soldiers on the streets, half of the kids were assigned to be dastardly Germans. During the awful spectacle of watching "It's a Knockout," we would all urge the Germans to lose as my father would bemoan the constant cackling of Stuart Hall. The Germans usually won but my father's disdain for Hall proved right. Like seemingly half of the people on TV when I grew up he was later jailed for sexually abusing schoolgirls. Still, my bubble endured. I was fascinated with Spitfires and the green and brown bombers sent over the Reich. I imagined myself in the tail turret of a Lancaster bomber - literally a glass bubble - shooting at enemy planes. I read books about great battles yet I never thought of the pain and the blood. I saw the war as a heroic playing field and would demand to know the good guys and the bad guys in Westerns. The cowboys were inevitably good and the Indians bad. All the comedies at the time portrayed stern but upstanding white men and feckless natives. Nobody told me about Wounded Knee or the railway line that stopped at the low-slung barn and tower that welcomed new arrivals to Auschwitz. I saw the struggles in South Africa on the TV without comprehending the burning injustice.</p><p>We all know what happened in the Seventies. The endless strikes and the Winter of Discontent gave way to the age of Thatcher. People were allowed to make big profits selling the council homes off so as future generations could no longer afford a home. The mines and steelworks closed, the Task Force moved to war in the South Atlantic. Over the subsequent years those relics of socialism, the nationalized industries were sold off. My father lost his job working for the electricity board. Utility bills went through the roof. Still, we had more TV channels in all the colors of the Rubrik's cube. People made money from dealing with money. It became unfashionable to talk about the helping hand. It's still unfashionable to talk about this in America. Affordable healthcare is derided as socialized medicine. The orange peril endures.</p><p>Today, we have repackaged the Seventies as the decade of bad taste - a time of wide pants, sideburns, and hideous wallpaper. Still, a part of me misses that garden and wonders what happened to the Mountain Ash tree. I still recall being pushed on a swing as the <g class="gr_ gr_21847 gr-alert gr_spell gr_inline_cards gr_disable_anim_appear ContextualSpelling ins-del" data-gr-id="21847" id="21847"><g class="gr_ gr_107 gr-alert gr_spell gr_inline_cards gr_disable_anim_appear ContextualSpelling ins-del" data-gr-id="107" id="107">sun set</g></g> in the west and dreaming of a landscape of cactus and wild horses, little knowing the American west would later be consumed by fire. It is strange to think, things never really got better. Some of the answers were with me all the time on those weed-strewn streets. We didn't lose paradise but we certainly lost something worthwhile.</p><p>Yet the world moved back and forth in its crazy motion like the Tardis and the worst thing imaginable happened; Jon Pertwee ceased to be the Doctor and became a talking scarecrow called Worzel Gummidge. </p><p><br /></p><p><br /></p>David Macaulayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14873439047946166820noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8786284110007207873.post-7289607150272885682020-04-13T09:03:00.002-07:002020-04-13T14:16:38.606-07:00Easter and the Coronavirus Pandemic Easter is a time of renewal when the wind takes the pale pink blossoms from the trees and paints the sidewalks with polka dots. My thoughts of Easter travel back to the days before the crassness of plastic eggs and oversized bunnies to the pale and hopeful sunlight of Glasgow one Sunday morning.<br />
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I still remember that Sunday well, the morning sunshine as fragile as the shells of the hardboiled eggs, or the tiny brush in my eight-year-old hands. I painted fine details on the eggs, the ridges of a distant mountain range and the hint of a lake. The colors ran. Still, I was happy with my work.<br />
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We were never signed up to religion but neither were we immune to the poignancy of the Easter story. Church services are like Clorox wipes. They gloss over the gore and give us false hope. But it's impossible to gloss over the horrors of the crucifixion. How can you rationalize nails being driven into wrists and the sheer terror of The Cross, the thunderous skies and the roar of the storm? Years later, I stood over a glass panel and saw a few feet of that terrible place. Golgotha, the Hill of the Skull or Calvary. The terror seemed distant and obscure in the hushed atmosphere of that great church.<br />
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On the third day after the crucifixion, Mary Magdalene, and some other Mary, according to the Gospel of Matthew, went to visit Jesus' tomb. They were taken aback by a mini earthquake and the appearance of a dazzling angel who amid "lightning, and his raiment white as snow."<br />
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They found a great stone rolled to one side and the tomb was empty. This rather eventful visit to the tomb gave rise to Easter, the idea of renewal and victory over death.<br />
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I'm not sure how it equates to us rolling our painted, hard-boiled eggs down the hill in the park, cheering from the slops for a winner as if they were thoroughbred racehorses. However, the feel of renewal in the streets, the breeze with a hint of summer to come, and the numbingly cold, fast rushing river, live with me today.<br />
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Today few of us are looking at the cherry blossoms, the bright pink magnolia and the dogwoods that dance in a dazzling pastel carpet above our heads. We are hunkered down and self-isolating and worse. We are broke and prospectless and eying strangers on the street with dread. We have beloved friends who have vanished. We stare at our phones for good news and salvation that never comes.<br />
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It seems like an age since we last heard children playing in the park.<br />
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I sometimes miss the cozy certainties of my childhood, the easy myths created by adults that we could get up and rise from the dead, that we could cleanse ourselves of the filth, the haunting memories and man's inhumanity to man. I mourn for the old me, for the old days when everything seemed possible.<br />
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<br />David Macaulayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14873439047946166820noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8786284110007207873.post-51195119062148384792019-11-21T13:47:00.001-08:002019-11-21T13:54:02.322-08:00Volunteer Cabin Work Week at Pocahontas State Park<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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Earlier this month, I was lucky enough to take part in Cabin Work Week at Pocahontas State Park. I figured it would be interesting to hang out in the (semi) wilderness for a while and restore the old cabins to their former glory as the leaves turned russet and gold around me.<br />
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I hadn't realized it would be quite so cold or that a large grunting animal would hang outside my tent at 4 a.m. every morning.<br />
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I'm not intending to wax lyrical about Cabin Work Week in this post which is really a vehicle for posting the pictures. However, I feel the learning curve was about as steep as the roof I found myself on the first day. My happy visions of becoming accomplished with a lathe or other nefarious spinning machinery were not realized. On the plus side all my limbs are intact and I hope some scout in the future will one day look beyond his or her muddy feet to admire the great staining job on the deck.<br />
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Many of these structures are original Civilian Conservation Corps structures dating from the austere times of the 1930s. I have fond memories of such places from Fairy Stone and Douthat. I had no idea many of them come without snug fireplaces and kitchens. They have hard bunks and are often colder within than without. Pocahontas has vast armadas of them drifting away into the trees in areas off the beaten track.<br />
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I have nothing but admiration for the volunteers who tirelessly worked their magic on these cabins. They were in it for the long haul, toiling with stubborn shingles and plumbing for two weeks. One was enough for me. Many of these selfless volunteers are retirees who live in their RVs and ply a nomadic life across the country, flitting from site to site.<br />
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<span style="font-kerning: none;">Like Coleridge, Brett saw Mongolian emperors in his dreams. The desert’s long and level sands stretched away to an indistinct horizon of mountains folded into the dust, curiously beautiful but as hard as iron. Out there beyond the walls, the herdsmen carved their fleeting lives from the sun-dried mud. </span></div>
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<span style="font-kerning: none;">Not so the emperor. Every morning the lights of the walled city glittered above wasteland and the fires leaped high in the ruler’s vast pleasure dome where gladiators fought and dancers caroused while the screams of men and women at wine-fueled rituals pierced the star-hung canopy above.</span></div>
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<span style="font-kerning: none;">Unlike Coleridge’s exotic opium-filled fantasies, Brett’s dreams were fueled by cheap lager from the King’s Head. On nights when he was feeling particularly daring he’d get a pickled egg. He still ended up outside the pleasure dome. </span></div>
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<span style="font-kerning: none;">Two hours later, Brett was pounding the streets in his running shoes. There was no sign of his wife. That wasn’t unusual. He felt better now, pulling in energy from the street vendors and the mishmash of accents in Whitechapel. It often seemed sunless here. Tall buildings snuffed out the light in the narrow alleys and a green fog from the Thames claimed these streets for its own. The west end had been sunnier but nobody could afford to live there, certainly not a writer whose last big scoop had been a piece about musical Shih Tzu collars in <i>Day of the Dog</i> magazine.</span></div>
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<span style="font-kerning: none;">Brett took it all in, the smells of coriander and cardamon in the street market, the distant hum or buses and the ragged man on the street corner. The Blind Beggar pub was streets away with its bullet holes where the Krays shot George Cornwall dead. Brett didn’t dwell on the past. He reached into his pocket and touched the tickets. His editor hadn’t wanted them. He had no intention of spending Millennium Eve in a “colossal white elephant” when he could be at home with his family. The tickets were Brett’s if he wanted them. Notwithstanding his editor’s reticence, he felt like Charlie Bucket clutching a golden ticket.</span></div>
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<span style="font-kerning: none;">Two days later, Brett looked on as Lynda stood in front of the mirror. The lighter flecks in her raven hair danced around in the horizontal light of the lamp and the velvet shimmer of her blue dress set off her sapphire earrings. He was transfixed for a moment. He couldn’t recall ever seeing his wife this way before. Even his jangling misgivings about the cost of the dress subsided. Perhaps it was all worth it, he thought. Had he been wrong about everything? Still he wondered if he had ever taken time to know the woman behind the dress.</span></div>
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<span style="font-kerning: none;">She turned and looked at him, a half-smile playing across her features. He smiled but realized her glance went past his shoulder to her reflection in the mirror.</span></div>
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<span style="font-kerning: none;">Her cheeks hardened. He thought how powerful she looked in the half-light, although her beauty seemed other-worldly.</span></div>
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<span style="font-kerning: none;">“I still don’t see why we can’t go to the Chelsea gig.”</span></div>
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<span style="font-kerning: none;">Lynda’s clipped words sent the doubts flooding back. What had happened that night at the party? Why were his friends looking at him so curiously when he opened his eyes? He recalled the way his wife looked at his friend Allen. The room swayed from all the cocktails but it wasn’t a warm and cozy intoxication. He felt left outside the walls of their conspiracy.</span></div>
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<span style="font-kerning: none;">Brett had before never seen so many well-dressed people in such shabby surroundings. A long line of velveteen ladies and men in dinner jackets wound up the escalators from Greenwich Station. They crushed cigarette butts with the weight of their polished shoes. Even the homeless people on the margins of the station quit begging to look on in awe. This was no normal night on the Isle of Dogs. The scene was on the cusp of a New Millennium and a different world order. The gleaming canopy of white teflon had risen from a wasteland of toxic ash, tar pits, and unexploded World War Two bombs. </span></div>
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<span style="font-kerning: none;">The lines wound on into the night. Seemingly, nobody had thought about security. But this was a new world order, a world without war and bombs.</span></div>
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<span style="font-kerning: none;">Only Lynda’s face harked back to primordial times. Her mascara ran a little down her cheeks. Brett thought her beautiful and severe. Striking bur raptor-like.</span></div>
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<span style="font-kerning: none;">“God Brett. How much longer do we have to wait. I missed Chelsea for this?”</span></div>
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<span style="font-kerning: none;">Brett was just happy to make it under the great canopy where sturdy steel gantries reached up to the spangled roof. An army of servers walked the floor. He found a glass of champagne thrust into his hand. </span></div>
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<span style="font-kerning: none;">He was relieved to see Lynda slugging it down fast. He hoped the bubbly would smooth over the sharp lines appearing on her face.</span></div>
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<span style="font-kerning: none;">He was buzzing by the time they entered the Body Zone two more drinks later. A man called Jeff introduced them to the human body. Jeff was some kind of public relations guy. Brett wondered if he had been drinking too.</span></div>
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<span style="font-kerning: none;">“So roll up for a fantastic trip into the human body; walk down the passages of the mind. Wind your way up the intricacies of the ..um human arm.”</span></div>
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<span style="font-kerning: none;">Brett stared at the giant plastic walkway up the arm and then at Lynda’s. He was more interested in his wife’s shapely arms but their beauty felt remote. She was an alabaster statue, a fragile Greek vase. He touched her to steer her up the walkway. </span></div>
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<span style="font-kerning: none;">Just two hours from the start of the Millennium the people were still filing slowly into the dome. Police officers rushed around the margins of the Dome and Brett overheard talk of a bomb scare. He saw an animated private secretary waving his arms at one of the police officers.</span></div>
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<span style="font-kerning: none;">The Minister of Culture had no such qualms. Brett was due at a press conference at 10.30 p.m. He filed into the back of the Play Zone and witnessed the minister resplendent in a pinstriped suit next to giant Lego figures. He thought of a circus clown as the man conducted the guests under the big top.</span></div>
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<span style="font-kerning: none;">“We have a show for you like no other. There are barges on the Thames positively loaded with thousands of fireworks. This is a young country again, a new country. When I was a child my parents took me to the Festival of Britain, We still bore the scars of the war in our buildings, our hearts, and our memories. The festival featured the largest dome in the world at the time, rising 93 feet into the South London sky. We know we are the lucky ones tonight. So many of our fellow countrymen and women are outside the dome tonight. But this event is being broadcast on TVs across the nation. We will spread the light, the warmth, and innovation of the Dome.” He couldn’t take it in. The promises were buses, coming into the bay, one after another. You don’t know which one to ride.</span></div>
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<span style="font-kerning: none;">For a few dizzy moments, the minister’s words carried Brett’s thoughts high into the air, into the purple emptiness of the Dome. He wondered if it really would be a new era. His fellow news hacks next to him brought him down to earth. “Bertie’s clearly been taking something in the bathrooms.”</span></div>
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<span style="font-kerning: none;">“And what terrible bathrooms they are too. Hate to see them by the end of the night.”</span></div>
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<span style="font-kerning: none;">He headed to the Time Zone, his agreed rendezvous point with Lynda. He grabbed another glass of champagne in passing. He had doubts about the Millennium but it was getting better. The walkways had filled up. He saw Lynda’s sapphire shimmer and found her pressed up against a giant timepiece, reading a note. The crowd blocked his view. When he saw her again she was empty-handed. He met her glance and they glided down the walkways together, gathering up glasses of bubbly to the left and the right. It was almost time.</span></div>
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<span style="font-kerning: none;">They took their seats on benches overlooking the central arena. Away to the east Brett recognized the diminutive figure of the monarch. Her head wagged obediently at the Prime Minister. </span></div>
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<span style="font-kerning: none;">The speeches began. The speakers described how the Dome was far greater than a party venue. It was an inclusive space, a harbinger of a brave new world that would bring together the diverse elements of the nation in a “brave, new fusion.” The years of war, strife, and poverty would be banished. The IRA was a forgotten acronym. Trish McIntosh, the Environment Secretary, described how the Dome was a metaphor for renewal. The country would be populated by mini biospheres that would contain a wealth of diversity. They would develop new foods and plants impervious to global warming. The future would wrap them up in its soft, green arms. Still, a chill crept into the Dome from the mirky river left outside in the cold. Brett slipped his hand around Lynda’s waist and she moved obligingly. Midnight came and went and the fireworks flashed above their heads, high over the estuary.</span></div>
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<span style="font-kerning: none;">The drinks had merged into one cheerful cocktail, the bubbles into a great overwhelming circular warmth. He felt closer to her now than he had for many years. Perhaps the distance between them had been illusory. He recalled the emerald green water of the Adriatic below their honeymoon suite a decade ago, the bell towers and the twisted alleys. The nights of love he thought would never end. They kissed suddenly and he caught his breath on the unexpected passion, as if the simple gesture captured years in the cold.</span></div>
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<span style="font-kerning: none;">As zones dimmed, stewards ushered them towards the gaping flap in the tent that served as a door. Now the cold breath of the Thames reached out to them, ancient and foul-smelling. Two millennia ago the river had welcomed the blacked corpses of the Roman legionaries set on fire by Boudicca’s savages. Outside the Dome, the world in 2000 looked remarkably similar to the one they left behind in 1999. Trash blew past the brownstones and police sirens wailed across the city. The bold new world did not run to an improved train service. Hordes of drunken people pushed and shoved down the platform to the last train out west. They contemplated the grim prospect of finding an overpriced cab.</span></div>
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<br />David Macaulayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14873439047946166820noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8786284110007207873.post-89929604727330779162019-07-29T01:31:00.001-07:002019-07-29T01:35:23.779-07:00The Leaving of EnglandThe days we leave are always the best of days. There is a pure shaft of sunlight illuminating the marble across the floor and a morning chill outside the heavy door.<br />
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Beyond the rambling houses and this comfortable suburbia the landscape beckons. It's a morning to lose yourself in deep lanes with high hedges and fields lined with beech trees and gleaming cowslip above the downs.<br />
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You feel the essence of England most keenly when you leave. There's a fresh smell to the air that's lost on the natives. There's a distant hum of planes in the fragile blue sky. it's a day to find ruined castles clad in avenues of briars or to see the quicksilver of the Thames from a nearby escarpment.<br />
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I'm not sure if I'm alone in feeling this essence of paradise lost. I don't believe in Jerusalem in England's green and pleasant land. But I realize now in the leaving that's it's the closest thing to home; England with all its contradictions, its subtle understatements, its hedge mazes that flatter to deceive and it's perfectly landscaped vistas. I feel I was always nomadic and destined to wander. Growing up, I had hated the claustrophobia of the mild hills that held me in; I had yearned for ruggedness, big horizons, and jagged mountain tops to climb.<br />
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Now I don't know anymore. I'll miss the cozy pub gardens, the stores that never change their names, the half-smiles and the memories of those high banked lanes we drove down as kids. Does the place we grew up define us or are we a reflection of the stops along the road?<br />
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Right now I'm not sure but I'm missing the places I never got to see and the people I meant to catch up with who slipped by because there was not enough time. England has gone on without me and better mortals. The vaults of Westminster Abbey are full of the learned and the powerful, yet today they have less influence than the men and women in red jackets on the tickets desk. We are just a moment in time but we should take the time to watch that shaft of sunlight play on the marble floor because it's part of this blessed plot, this earth, this England.<br />
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<br />David Macaulayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14873439047946166820noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8786284110007207873.post-15576027785527709032019-07-08T08:54:00.003-07:002019-07-08T21:05:35.761-07:00Stan the Funny ManRandom thoughts and images occur to me often. Today I had a vivid memory of Stan the Funny Man.<br />
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I remember Stan being tall with a large nose. He walked into the antique dining room, bringing his large nose in tow. He muttered a few inaudible things and stared at the clock. Then he continued to stare at the clock that ticked out the awkward seconds. After what seemed like an eternity, he walked out. </div>
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It occurs to me now that it has always been sunny when I have visited Oxford. Still, the skyline is out of reach. On one occasion, I saw some people from the north of England. They watched students playing croquet on one of the lawns of the ornate colleges and muttered something about "posh people" in their broad vowels. Oxford is as distant as it ever was for many of us.<br />
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Clearly, there is something magical and inspiring in the air of Oxford. Charles Dodgson, better known as Lewis Caroll, wrote Alice's Adventures in Wonderland here in the 19th Century. He was a scholar and teacher at Christ Church, the most prestigious of colleges. The college's refectory was used in the Harry Potter movies.<br />
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In the 20th Century, C.S. Lewis and J.R.R. Tolkien were both on the faculty at Oxford University at the same time. Lewis' relationship with Joy Davidman, an American who died of cancer, formed the basis of the movie <a href="http://shadowlands./">Shadowlands.</a> It's vintage Anthony Hopkins, reprising his self-effacing persona in <i>Remains of the Day</i> before he started eating people's faces.<br />
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It's probably not surprising that Oxford spawns so many fantasies. It's an ancient and cloistered place, far removed from the outside world. It's the sunny opening of Brideshead and the jolly japes with Aloysius, the teddy bear. It's long day punting on the river and the morning bells that ring across the misty fields from the tower of Magdalen College. it's a place that flatters and shimmers in a fragile dawn sun and disappears when we reach out to touch it.<br />
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As we trundled through the drabness of Queens, we turned a corner and the tall towers appeared. The Empire State Building pierced the afternoon sky like a giant syringe. New York was both intoxicating and frightening.<br />
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About half a dozen of us visited New York. My life was falling apart at this stage. We were mostly journalists and we drank too hard in as many places as we can. We stood on chairs in the White Horse, the famous Greenwich Village pub where Dylan Thomas had his last orders shortly before his death.<br />
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Mark wore a "Friends" T-shirt but we were anything but friends. The hate simmered down the long boulevards of Manhattan and across the Brooklyn Bridge. In the end, I struck out on my own. My only real friend was my copy of Wolfe's <i>The Bonfire of the Vanities. </i><br />
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I found the Tenement Museum on the Lower East Side. It's a fascinating place which relives the hard lives of the Irish, the Italians, the Jews, the Poles and others who scraped a living n the Big Apple in the early 20th Century. This put my first world angst about marital breakdown and the like into perspective.<br />
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Later on, I took the elevator up the World Trade Center and felt sick and dizzy looking down at the roofs of buildings far below. I never imagined that a few years later people would be jumping to avoid the flames in the stricken structure. We still don't imagine. We know the details but we can't put ourselves there.<br />
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We are prisoners in our own puny frames. Our trails and tribulations can be utterly consuming but they are nothing compared to the bigger picture. So why can it be so hard to see the world from the point of view of others?<br />
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Almost two decades later, I visited New York with my kids. The Empire State Building no longer looked like a large syringe but the Chrysler Building was as silver and serene as ever. The World Trade Center is replaced by the giant Freedom Tower. The sky over the tall buildings was a timeless azure from Liberty State Park in Jersey City. The ghosts had not gone entirely but they were hidden well, in dark alley in Chinatown or in the shadows of Central Park as the sun goes down.<br />
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<br />David Macaulayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14873439047946166820noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8786284110007207873.post-45516880925966199912019-04-20T17:39:00.001-07:002019-04-20T17:46:37.606-07:00M is for Mesa VerdeThis is a repost but Mesa Verde is the kind of place that lives on in the imagination long after you leave the canyons.<br />
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Walking the Petroglyph Trail reminded me of the microscopic nature of our world. One man is a small speck in the great gorges out west and not even a pinprick in the vastness of the Cosmos.<br />
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In this borderless wilderness, we are all destined to wander companionless like Shelley's moon for much of our micro existences. The ancient people recognized as much when they carved the petroglyphs in Mesa Verde in the rocks that were once part of an ancient sea.<br />
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There is sad beauty to this park that shimmers in the afternoon sunlight. You feel it when you view the empty windows of the cliff buildings and imagine the world of the ancient people.<br />
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Being in the desert fulfilled a dream from long ago when the swing would point west and I would close my eyes in the setting sun and think of cowboys, stream trains and cacti crowding the skyline. The old cliff dwellings of Mesa Verde in Colorado live on in my imagination now. I think of the faraway world of the ancient people and the words of Willa Cather from <i>The Song of the Lark.</i><br />
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<i>"From the ancient dwelling there came always a dignified, unobtrusive sadness; now stronger, now fainter - like the aromatic smell which the dwarf cedars gave out in the sun - but always present, a part of the air one breathed. At night when Thea dreamed about the anyon - or in the early morning when she hurried toward it, anticipating it - her conception of it was of yellow rocks baking in the sunlight the swallows, the cedar smell, and that peculiar sadness - a voice out of the past, not very loud, that went on saying a few simple things to the solitude eternally."</i><br />
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<i>Y</i>ou can view the full post about Mesa Verde <a href="https://britsintheus23.blogspot.com/2018/05/on-petroglyph-trail-at-mesa-verde.html">here.</a>David Macaulayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14873439047946166820noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8786284110007207873.post-38688758564328326612019-04-19T07:34:00.001-07:002019-04-19T07:34:30.600-07:00L is for London<i>When a man is tired of London, he is tired of life" - </i>Samuel Johnson<br />
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London is one of the world's greatest cities and you never really run out of things to do here. Still, living in London can wear you down, The days were long and started and ended with a mile long walk to the tube station. London is a place where you work hard and play hard. After work, it's straight down the pub, back on the Tube and doing the same thing the next day.<br />
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Rather than being one great mass, London is a collection of small villages. Admittedly, the mile-upon-mile of brick in the East End could be depressing. After too long in London, you want to escape to the countryside but it seems to take forever to get back to the city.<br />
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I was fascinated by London but never swept away by its beauty like in Paris. Today when I go back it's as a tourist. I take pictures of red phone boxes, I check out galleries. I probably end up flaked out on a bench at the National Art Gallery No. I don's ask the locals if they've met the Queen. I'm not quite so American yet. I get tired in London but I'm not tired of the city.<br />
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<br />David Macaulayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14873439047946166820noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8786284110007207873.post-28640805768868683742019-04-16T20:07:00.002-07:002019-04-16T20:10:34.720-07:00K is for KentMy first visit to Kent was the bleakest introduction possible to one of England's most fascinated counties. I struggled with some nefarious illness, smallpox or cholera - actually tonsilitis I think. I recalled the taste of dried beans in my mouth. I tried to convey this to my parents but they didn't get it. On the third day, I thought I was better. I walked weakly along the seafront of Margate with my father to the grey sands and a chill enveloped me.<br />
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It's strange to think my parents ended up in Kent so many years after that early family holiday and now my father is more likely to be the one walking gingerly in the cold wind like a five-year-old with tonsilitis.<br />
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There's a lot more to Kent than Margate but for some reason, that holiday was suffocated by the British summer. Even the famous white cliffs of Dover were shuttered and grey and my parents declared themselves disappointed with Dover Castle. I'm not sure how anyone can be disappointed with Dover Castle but such is life.<br />
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Kent is a rich tapestry. There are prehistoric ruins and the stump of the last lighthouse that was abandoned by the Romans before the barbarians arrived from Germany. In the dark days of the 1940s, the white cliffs became a symbol of the last outpost of civilization in Europe.<br />
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There is far too much to Kent to describe in these lines. It stretched from the ragged ends of London to the sweeping North Downs, the marshes and coasts and the magnificence of Canterbury and its great cathedral. Then there is Rochester and its gaunt castle.<br />
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Still, it took me many years from the taste of beans in my mouth and the gloomy guesthouse with its mirky wallpaper somewhere in the 1970s for me to warm to Kent.<br />
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David Macaulayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14873439047946166820noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8786284110007207873.post-56200368191037530942019-04-15T15:39:00.003-07:002019-04-15T15:39:28.276-07:00J is for Jockey's RidgeIt's not always easy to keep going. On days we are trapped in a cage of our own making. Those carefree days when we could soar and fly a kite are relegated to a half-forgotten past. I was always fascinated with sand dunes and flying kites high across the wispy marram grass. The most beautiful place I remembered from childhood was the island of Lindisfarne and coming upon a pristine and undiscovered wilderness of dunes beyond the ruined abbey.<br />
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The shore at Lindisfarne seemed little changed since the Vikings came ashore here. In the long years past I have dreamed of the place half a dozen times.<br />
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Jockey's Ridge in North Carolina, the highest sand dune in the eastern United States took me back. I have climbed the dunes with the kids a few times and flown kites into the high blue. These miles of sand like strung out from sea to shining sea, in this case, the Atlantic and the Albemarle Sound.<br />
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I wonder sometimes why we head to the sea for solace. Is it a self-fulfilling prophecy because people have done it for years? Do the waves and the calls of the gulls lull us back to childhood? It's hard to know but there is something about the feel of the end of those sun-kissed days that puts it all in perspective. It's tempting to let go and to drift where the current takes us.David Macaulayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14873439047946166820noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8786284110007207873.post-64152312624708352532019-04-14T10:47:00.001-07:002019-04-14T10:47:36.282-07:00I is for Isle of WightIsle of Wight is a county in Virginia and an island in England. I'm a bigger fan of the British version here. The Isle of Wight is like the country in microcosm. There's a Medieval castle, A National Trust home, the white cliffs of the Needles, gently crumbling seaside towns and a pretty thatched village. The Isle of Wight has Smithfield and that's about it.<br />
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Our memories fade to sepia but I still recall the bright bands of the sand at Alum Bay back at home as we spooned them into glass vessels. I assume the chair lift down to the beach is now an overhyped and overpriced tourist attraction but the beach was empty in those days.<br />
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Even Blackgang Chine, the UK's oldest amusement park on the Isle of Wight seemed tranquil back in the day, although I'm sure it was not. Today a 'saver' ticket costs 74 GPB. I'm not quite sure what the saving is. If you are disabled and over 60 you can get in for 20 GBP. given that <a href="https://www.visitisleofwight.co.uk/things-to-do/blackgang-chine-p139681" target="_blank">Blackgang Chine</a> is perched on the edge of a cliff this seems like a risky undertaking when you can check out garden gnomes outside people's homes.<br />
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At least it's free to get into Windsor Castle Park in Smithfield and there are some pretty views across the marshes. In fact, once I Smithfield Station I found myself geographically confused and imagined myself in Suffolk, England. The slow meandering rivers and the way the gentle light plays on the reed beds reminds me of long afternoons on the estuaries of Eastern England. Suffolk, Virginia is nearby too. I'm not sure why the settlers couldn't be more original in their choice of names.<br />
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<br />David Macaulayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14873439047946166820noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8786284110007207873.post-90483188936575632532019-04-12T21:32:00.001-07:002019-04-12T21:32:51.482-07:00H is for Hollywood CemeteryUh oh - I am falling further behind in the A to Z Challenge by the day. I have a recurring dream like this. I'm back at school and the teacher is demanding four decades of French homework. This is a stressful dream. The challenge is hard reality.<br />
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What can I say about Richmond's Hollywood Cemetery? It's steeped in time and tradition. It's the resting place of Presidents James Monroe and John Tyler, not to mention the southern upstart Jeff Davis. It's breathtakingly beautiful and creepy in equal measure ... as boneyards tend to be.<br />
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In 1866, 20,000 people attended the First Confederate Memorial Day here. The fault line as wide as the James River is more insidious now. But it's still here.David Macaulayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14873439047946166820noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8786284110007207873.post-20484116934062135512019-04-11T13:22:00.002-07:002019-04-11T13:24:48.363-07:00G is for Gulf of MaineThe sunrise on Cadillac Mountain was something to behold. This was a special moment as we were going to get engaged but the moment was somewhat ruined by the other 347 people on the mountain.<br />
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Had we expected splendid isolation? No, but we had gone to the trouble of getting out of our freezing tent at 4.30 a.m. We hoped for a bit of alone time.<br />
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As we waited for the sun to rise over the sea of clouds blanketing the Gulf of Maine, a fast-talking lady in front of us pulled up her stretch pants. Her bottom protested at such a sudden movement so early. Then she pulled a selfie stick out of her bag. It was going to be a long day.<br />
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Don't get me wrong. We are not the romantic types. We get more excited about cheese, tacos, more cheese and, when in Maine, lobster rolls. than mushy lurve stuff.<br />
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It's not always easy to find isolation in Acadia National Park. Unfortunately, lots of other people get all misty-eyed at this beautiful landscape of mountains and sea.<br />
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We headed to Jordan Pond, another popular visitor trap. Fortunately, the restaurant was yet to open and we found some solitude to do the proposing thing by the clear silver waters.<br />
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It wasn't awfully formal. The ring could wait. I put my hand in my pocket and found the gift that keeps giving - a voucher for $5 off tacos in Bar Habor.<br />
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<br />David Macaulayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14873439047946166820noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8786284110007207873.post-54751205041855004472019-04-09T18:42:00.001-07:002019-04-09T18:42:24.247-07:00F is for First LandingFirst Landing State Park was once called Seashore State Park. Its name was changed to reflect the first landing in the new world made by members of the Virginia Company of London in 1607. The settlers didn't stay here long. They headed up what is today the James River to make a permanent settlement at Jamestown, grow tobacco and generally eat each other.<br />
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For anyone who has braved the endless suburbia and crass commercialism of Virginia Beach, it's a surprise to find this unspoiled wilderness on its northern fringes. I feel the name Seashore sounds more evocative than First Landing but this remains a diverse 2,888-acre place where a short trip down the trails will take you away from the crowds.<br />
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I find First Landing therapeutic and packed with vibrant memories at the same time. It's a big enough and wild enough place to lose yourself without having to drive for miles to the mountains. It's an enchanting tapestry of cypress swamps, dunes, inland lagoons and quiet beaches on an inland sound. It's also exotic in places. First Landing is the most northerly place to find the Spanish moss the lines the streets of the old south.<br />
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My favorite place is on the Osprey Trail which weaves by a series of secluded beaches on the sound. In recent months, the rainbow swamps of First Landing gained something of a cult following on Instagram. I'm hoping this doesn't have the same impact on the park as the valley in Californa that was mobbed by tourists as soon as a carper of pretty orange poppies appeared.<br />
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The social media age has become increasingly rapacious. As soon as we see a beautiful picture, we want a piece of it. Before we know it, the beauty has been swallowed by the maddening crowd. Let's just say one or two other folks had found the cherry blossoms in D.C. before we got there on Saturday.<br />
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<br />David Macaulayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14873439047946166820noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8786284110007207873.post-37011227449162003992019-04-08T19:41:00.001-07:002019-04-08T19:42:36.646-07:00E is for EastbourneIt's more than a week into the A to Z challenge and I'm already seriously behind. I started behind and I'm behind more. I'm in the slow lane and dawdling, a bit like those folks on the seafront in Eastbourne.<br />
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The first time I visited this resort on the south Coast of England, I was visiting Uncle B and Aunt B. Well Aunt B is dead now and the two kids are grown up with their own kids. The girl I met on the long bus ride is now a far off memory. Still, it's a big deal when you are an insecure 17-year-old.<br />
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Looking back, I wonder why I was so trapped in myself and bound up in anxiety. I was young and had most of my life in front of me.<br />
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Eastbourne is populated by old folks. it's flat and the sea rolls out under the pier like caramel coated glass.<br />
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The most exciting thing about Eastbourne is the country around it and the soaring cliffs, most notably Beachy Head. This headland is a staggering 530 feet high. The lighthouse at its foot looks like a model in a front yard.<br />
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Beachy Head is beautiful and terrifying. It's frightening because so many people jump off here. In the cult movie Quadrophenia the rocks under Beachy Head are the final resting place for the Mod scooter - a place where dreams of teen rebellion die.<br />
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I prefer to see it as the beautiful white edifice where the sun comes up.<br />
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<br />David Macaulayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14873439047946166820noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8786284110007207873.post-39184804505383558242019-04-06T06:28:00.002-07:002019-04-06T06:28:23.756-07:00D is for Douthat Douthat is one of America's great parks. It's probably less dramatic than the Grand Canyon but your chances of dying here are significantly lower.<br />
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Douthat State Park is in the Allegheny Mountains of Virginia. West Virginia is within sight. We rented a cabin here out of season and did a lot of the cliche things like hanging out by a fire we started ourselves, in a hearth as opposed to the heart of the forest, and the whole icy, sticky s'mores thing. S'mores is a quintessentially American thing. I don't really get the whole marshmallow, chocolate and cookie burned fusion thing. I have never met anyone who ate more than two in one sitting.<br />
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I'd recommend Douthat out of season, though when the lake is empty, the mountains are serene and lined with snow. In the summer, the place is full of campers and RVs.<br />
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My longtime promise to take the kids to the beach remains unfulfilled. Perhaps they'll take me there one day when I can happily drool out the side of my mouth and quietly chide the wild antics of 50-year-old whippersnappers.<br />
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The use of this term just led to a major digression. What the heck is a whippersnapper anyhow? The website Phrase Finder points out they were layabouts in the 17th century who would hang about on street corners snapping whips. Presumably, they didn't qualify for the next iPhone upgrade.<br />
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If you visit Douthat, make sure to hike the Blue Suck Falls and Tuscarora Overlook. Don't expect Niagra Falls or even Cascade Falls. The Blue Suck Falls is aptly named.<br />
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<br />David Macaulayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14873439047946166820noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8786284110007207873.post-68448318817036463862019-04-04T13:26:00.002-07:002019-04-04T13:30:47.849-07:00C is for CharlottesvilleI<i> used to like Charlottesville. Then it lost its innocence. </i><br />
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I heard people say a similar thing after the Virginia city became a byword for racist tensions during the Unite the Right furor in 2017. The reality is more complex.<br />
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When I first arrived in places like Charlottesville, Charleston, and Savannah I was wooed over by their charms. You do the tourist thing, You go on the plantation circuit; you sit on sunny porches and drink iced tea. Even the word antebellum seemed quaint, conjuring up the shade under magnolia trees in long southern afternoons.<br />
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If there is one lesson from Charlottesville, it's that the past casts a long shadow. The horrors of the events of August 11 and August 12, 2017, somewhat obscure the fact the protests sparked by a proposal to remove a giant statue of Robert E. Lee in the city.<br />
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<span style="text-align: center;">Virginia has an uneasy relationship with its past. Even the founding fathers like Thomas Jefferson who crafted the University of Virginia in Charlottesville and Monticello are tainted. As you dig beneath the surface, you soon realize places like Charlottesville never had much innocence.</span><br />
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The tour of Monticello dwells on Jefferson's books and ideas. It treads carefully over his ownership of other human beings and the nature of his relationship with <a href="https://www.monticello.org/sallyhemings/" target="_blank">Sally Hemings</a>.<br />
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Monticello is a pleasant enough place to while away an hour or two. However, I was somewhat bemused to pay so much to be bused military style on a tour of a house that must be the size of the latrine at Chatsworth back home. Just saying.<br />
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